The Blahs

Whew, things have been kinda blah with me lately. I’ll try to make the blah part quick.

I’ve had a really tough time blogging recently. As my job search is proving to be even more difficult than I thought, I’m finding that my I’m mentally kicking my confidence in. I’ll get 500 words in a blog post and delete it because you know, it sounds stupid or people don’t want to read this crap. It’s tiring.

I’m also finding that while I used to be a really irritated, bitchy pms-er, now I’m an extremely sad pms-er. I’ve always suffered some lows and highs in my mood because of my hormones but the level of sadness that I was going through last week was almost concerning. I’m thinking of booking a physical soon and bringing it up with my doctor, just to be on the safe side.

I’ve been also going through some friend drama which isn’t too fun but I’m sure like everything else, it will pass.

On the other hand, I’ve been doing well in the eating department. I’m eating when I’m hungry and not overdoing it and trying to incorporate clean eating whenever I can. I’ve also joined the bandwagon and I’ve been making that super fat kicking metabolizing water that everyone is pinning on Pinterest. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not drinking the kool aid, I just feel better when I’m drinking more water and the lemon, cucumber and mint do a little something something. Having said that, I’m not getting strict enough with portions and snacking and tracking (story of my mutherfreakin’ life). I find myself making better choices when I track points so that’s what I’ve decided to do. The process is a pain in the butt but I make better decisions doing that than counting calories so on with the good fight.

I’m also loving walking on the treadmill while reading on my kobo because it’s easy and it’s really, really hot in Toronto and it’s a low commitment exercise routine because the treadmill is in my bedroom.

Next week I’m going to be posting what I eat everyday on this blog because I need to get serious and stay accountable so I apologize for the monotony in advance.



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